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Welcome to 2020 The Year That Nearly Killed Me., a unique blog here for you to explore. 2020 The Year That Nearly Killed Me. has added such value to my life, and I love having the opportunity to share my passions and thoughts with my loyal readers. Read on, and enjoy.

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The Truth.

In life we think we want to know the truth about everything. But do we really? We convince ourselves that once we find out the truth we...

New Name Who Dis?

I love my kids. Adore. Cherish, and worship them. Yet there are still so many times in a day where I hear Mom or Mommy, or tears, or...

Different.

There is something amazing about finding different. Moreover, Indifference. Something refreshing about feeling finer, freer, lesser. Not...

Renewed.

Just when I thought my show had been canceled, I have found it renewed, moreover, signed on for multiple new seasons. Just as I had...

The Return of Happy.

Playing second and third string for so long, I had forgotten happy. How to smile, laugh, just be me. I had forgotten myself. But in the...

Lamenting.

As I sit in another airport I find myself reflecting, lamenting. I am again smiling. This time because my children got a taste of my...

A Woman of All Women.

To say my Grandmother is a force of nature, is a gross understatement. When asked how she is doing, her consistent reply is, "happy to be...

Happiness.

Because of location my children have never truly met my family. My cousins. Their kids. I can't tell you how amazing it has been to have...

So Far...So Good?

Having been here for 24 hours I have made some observations. First off the directions at O'Hare are in Greek, or Japanese, actually...

Worth.

I am done defining my worth. I am completely over selling myself. What I am into, is embracing my quality. My quantity. Letting the...

Chicago.

Even though my children will not be finished with school until next week, I am pulling all three out early, to fly out to Chicago for my...

No Need To Check In.

As I have begun this weird and crazy journey post both parent death, post marriage dissolution, I have been reminded of all those who...

My Son.

My Son will be graduating Elementary School today, and will move to a much larger conglomerative Middle School. After my Son turned two,...

Stranger Than Fiction.

I am on Ancestry. As you may recall it was there, where I thought for a brief moment, I was Swedish, and then, Italian. What I really am...

Wishes or Weeds?

I will never forget reading something that said a dandelion can be seen as a million wishes or a ton of weeds. It is true. If you blow on...

Anger and Sadness.

The anger and sadness I have felt this past year and a half, could fill an ocean. The confusion, a universe. I have been left by people I...

Trash and Treasure.

After a lifetime of what seems like a never ending apology tour, I have realized I am done saying sorry. Ok, most likely not completely,...

Perceptions.

It is very easy to hear a story and draw a conclusion. It is actually very hard, to try and understand, the truth. Especially when we...

Like and Love.

Some days I wake up and hate myself. Some days I wake up and like myself. And on other days I wake up and love myself. You see, it is a...

Captain.

With death comes grief. With death comes responsibilities, and depending on your situation, a lot of responsibilities. The passing of my...

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