When I feel distraught or overwhelmed, I seem to have two speeds.
Get after it with vengeance.
Or to put it more simply, shut down and stick my head in the sand.
Lately I have found myself behaving like the latter.
Between issues coming up with home maintenance repairs etc, and the upcoming holidays I have found myself submerged in responsibilities.
Overburdened.
Not to forget to mention the normal day to day "Mom" stuff.
Making dinners, picking up after everyone, endless loads of laundry.
I just want to run away.
So I guess it is fitting that I am doing just that tomorrow.
I am taking the kids out of town, and starting our own new tradition for Thanksgiving.
One that was actually started by my parents, who I have found myself missing more than ever lately.
The holidays can prove to be a really tough time to be without family.
And while I am not alone, I do miss the comfort of having my parents around.
This marks the second Thanksgiving I will celebrate without either of them.
But I hope that going back to a place my parents and I loved so fondly, a love which now my children share, will allow a piece of them to be with us.
I surely hope so.
To those traveling tomorrow and Thursday, be safe.
And to anyone else reading this, a gentle reminder that we all have things to be thankful for, even if we can't see them right this moment.
Gobble Gobble.
Xoxo,
C.
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