As I sit in the airport waiting to return to my new normal in NY, I breathe a sigh of relief and find myself smiling.
My moms youngest sister volunteered to come in for my Moms one year and then graciously invited me to go with her to Palm Beach for a quick getaway.
I have not seen a family member in over two years.
Let that sink in.
Not one blood relative in over two years.
With everything that has happened in the world I couldn't.
The trip was a world wind.
A wonderful dance filled with dinners, conversations, memories, shopping, catching up, but most importantly laughter and a link to my Mom.
A woman who I truly had not allowed myself to miss because I felt the need to be strong and to carry on for my kids.
This adventure had allowed true and honest happiness.
A peace and calm that only real family can bring.
A serenity I didn't know I was missing.
A connection that only blood can bring.
I am not one to ask for help, hell, even ask for really anything. But she knew. Somehow my Aunt knew this was what I needed.
Maybe in a way she needed it too, that link to her older sister.
However I had no clue how much I needed.
I needed to get away.
I needed to sleep for days.
I needed sun.
I needed to let off steam.
I needed support.
I needed to be around family.
So I thank you AB. For reminding me that after a year of hell for us both there are brighter days ahead.
Truly, thank you.
Love you.
I am forever grateful.
Xoxo,
C.
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